In Search of 10

seaI feel a sense of floundering going on in the collective. It’s as if we’re in this white-capped sea of humanity and so many are out there just treading water, wondering how long they can stay above water.

The question rolls through my head:  is this the truth or just my perspective of the truth? I feel like I’m sitting on the shore and gathering life rafts to throw out to the masses. I run to the beach house for more to make sure everybody who needs one has one. I sense this on many levels from individuals to communities to countries to the world.

Some say it’s the post-Harmonic Convergence of 1987 roll out plan for higher evolution as we move into a less violent and more peaceful energy shift. Hmmmm. If the media has anything to say about that, I think they’d disagree. But then, if it bleeds it leads. Can we trust a media driven by rating necessity to give an accurate read? My interaction with public relations and marketing during my law firm days says, “No way.”

What we can agree on, though, is that so many people are hurting. Stress, depression, anxiety, and general discontent run rampant. An eavesdropper from way back, I often listen to conversations of strangers (mainly for dialogue, but also for a collective consciousness read).  Such a high percentage of the time the words are heavy and wreak of suffering.

In my own informal survey of asking people how happy they are in this final quarter of 2015 on a scale of 1 – 10 (10 being perfect, 1 being shit), the highest score I found was a 7. Either I surround myself with unhappy people or, if this is reflective of the population at large, we have an epidemic of general dissatisfaction with this whole life thing on our hands.

Astrologically, we are in a time of looking at our shadows. I believe there are sects of teachers who choose to only see light or only shadow. Both perspectives are dangerous. The truth is that both exist and we are being forced to admit that. I don’t see this as duality. I see both sides as part of one whole. If we ignore part of that whole, we experience fragmentation and confusion of purpose.

But who really wants to look at their shadow? It’s uncomfortable. It’s also not easy to do without letting it impact the self-esteem and confidence that drives our psyche. However, when we don’t, bad things happen. We get sick. We play out dysfunction. We keep ourselves so freaking busy, we don’t have to think about what really matters. Worse still, we don’t evolve towards our life purpose the way we should be evolving. I’m often told by hospice workers that NOBODY wishes they worked harder or worried more during their lifetimes.

They wish they’d had more fun.

Each of us is responsible for looking at our own lives with brutal honesty. What works? What doesn’t? What is driving us closer to 10? What is sucking us towards 1? What are our core values? Have we taken the time to really define what drives us? Are we really living out the purpose which is uniquely ours or are we spending our time making all kinds of excuses why we don’t have time right now?

When we focus on getting ourselves to 10, we affect everyone around us. We walk in a room and light it up. The more people that do this, the more our world lightens. Not only is it our personal responsibility to work through our heavy individual suffering and make it right for our own happiness’ sake, it also reaches way further into the world than we can imagine.

P.S. After I wrote this, we went to see “Heart of the Sea,” Ron Howard’s retelling of how Moby Dick came to be. The imagery was right in line with the energetic storms I talk about how. Synchronici-SEA!

About @jamieweil

I'm on an adventure to bring happiness, relaxation, and some shine to a stressed out world. You might call it a Divine mission. Covid Season 2020 has taught me some important lessons about myself and about you, but most importantly about US. I have written about those in a book called Shine: When Chasing Sacred Spaces Goes Dark, my 6th book which came out December 2020 and hit #1 Bestseller in 7 categories thanks to my readers. I teach an online class to empower empaths through writing and am holding my first writing retreat for empaths under the Full Flower Moon and Lunar Eclipse May 5-7, 2023 in mystical Mt. Shasta, California. We have sold our house, not bought another, and have set out on a synchronistic adventure with Kai, our 103 pound lab, at the center. We call it The Kainnection Adventure. Dogs are the equalizers of all. (Home base:
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6 Responses to In Search of 10

  1. Sharon Weil says:

    Thanks, Jamie. Your insight is illuminating and the way you speak is very comforting and encouraging. I’d be very happy with a baseline of an 8 that occasionally peaks to a 9 or even 10 — knowing it could also dip down to a 3 or 4. It’s that light and shadow dance you speak of. Finding ways to deal with our individual anxieties, fed by the collective is essential. To learn how to be genuinely less reactive is the key, I think, because the stressors never really go away? Right? You’ve learned to navigate so many! People have much they can learn from you.

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    • jamieweilhealthcoach says:

      I love the way you worded that. You, too, have so much to give. Yes on the baseline of eight which fluctuates up-and-down. It’s a great goal. Finding the things that bring us to 10 and doing more of those is key. I think when we identify those, we get closer to our true purpose. Lovely comment–thanks! xoxo


  2. Janet says:

    My own belief is our senses are over stimulated, news 24/7, email blasts, cell phones with their far reaching leash, even my beloved HGTV channel with all the DYI projects. If I scale back on all the above I feel more in control and typically my happiness score rises.


    • jamieweilhealthcoach says:

      Yes!! And mine rises when I eat carnitas at Ortega 120 and sit on the patio at the Wildflower Cafe with my long time friend! Here’s to seeing 10 in 2016!


  3. Janet says:

    Oh, how that made me smile.

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